Ana Carolina
Geboren in Fortaleza, Brasilien in 1993.
Biografie
Cidade dos Funcionários, Fortaleza, Brazil
This biography is part of the project implementation at Santa Cruz do Bispo Women's Prison in Porto, Portugal. As soon as the information is available it will be published here.
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At age 6, I witness from the back seat of our car as my parents buy cocaine in the favela
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At age 7, my father abuses me in my parents’ bed whenever it suits him, while my mother is under the influence of sleeping pills
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Between age 7 and 13, my father claims that his sexual violence against me is ‘our secret’ and promises misfortune and poverty for our family if I reveal it
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Since childhood, I smell the cannabis cigarettes my father smokes in his office
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At age 12, I let a boy take my virginity
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At age 12, allow my body to be used in exchange for things I want, and consider myself as horrible a person as my father
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I attempt suicide since childhood. Though I can now control my thoughts about it, the urge remains
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At age 13 I snort cocaine
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At age 14, I identify with Kurt Cobain and adopt his motto Empathy
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At age 18, my parents and I snort cocaine together
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At age 18, I'm a good student and reward myself with dirty parties. I smoke cannabis, drink alcohol and use ecstasy and any other drug that comes my way
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At age 19, my boyfriend and I lead a normal life during the week and party at the weekend with excessive drug use
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At age 23, I am in the 8th semester of law school and I work as an events promoter
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At age 23, I fall in love with a tattoo artist who accepts drugs as payment. We use drugs together for days on end. I hallucinate and see myself in the mirror as the devil
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At age 23, my paranoid and jealous boyfriend will not let me leave the house because he wears an electronic ankle bracelet
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At age 24, I get pregnant and have a miscarriage
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At age 24, I work as a drug courier and travel to Spain and Amsterdam for the first time, which I continue for the next five years
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At age 25, I get pregnant again, I want the baby and my boyfriend is a good father
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At age 26, I travel to London carrying 5 kilos of cocaine and do a linguistic exchange
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At age 27, I go to counselling because of my boyfriend's jealousy
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At age 28, I fall in love with a man during a drug transport to Croatia and stay with him for 3 months. I transport drugs to Thailand and go back to Croatia for the summer
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At age 29, I console my love sadness with excessive drug use
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At age 29, I learn my son has autism and he doesn't speak until he's 5 years old
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At age 29, I steal the drugs I am meant to transport, and use them myself for days on end
Airport Porto, Vila Nova da Telha, Portugal
At age 29, I am caught with drugs at Porto airport, I co-operate with the police and I am arrested at the hotel
Rua Gonçalves Zarco, Santa Cruz do Bispo, Portugal
At age 30, I receive a prison sentence of four years and eight months in Portugal
Rua Gonçalves Zarco, Santa Cruz do Bispo, Portugal
At age 30, I suffer discrimination from guards and inmates in prison
Rua Gonçalves Zarco, Santa Cruz do Bispo, Portugal
At age 30, I go through detox, my depression and borderline personality are treated psychiatrically and with medication. I attempt suicide again
Av. Zezé Diogo, Vicente Pinzon, Fortaleza, Brazil
At age 31, I feel ready for my freedom
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