Ana Carolina
Born in Fortaleza, Brazil in 1993.
Biography
Rua Republica da Armenia, Fortaleza, Brazil
I am the only child in a traditional family, and I don't have bad parents
Salinas, Fortaleza, Brazil
At age 6, I witness from the back seat of our car as my parents buy cocaine in the favela
Montese, Av João Pessoa, Fortaleza, Brazil
At age 7, my father abuses me in my parents’ bed whenever it suits him, while my mother is under the influence of sleeping pills
Montese, Av João Pessoa, Fortaleza, Brazil
Between age 7 and 13, my father claims that his sexual violence against me is ‘our secret’ and promises misfortune and poverty for our family if I reveal it
Montese, Av João Pessoa, Fortaleza, Brazil
Since childhood, I smell the cannabis cigarettes my father smokes in his office
Montese, Fortaleza, Brazil
At age 12, I let a boy take my virginity
Montese, Av João Pessoa, Fortaleza, Brazil
At age 12, allow my body to be used in exchange for things I want, and consider myself as horrible a person as my father
Montese, Av João Pessoa, Fortaleza, Brazil
I attempt suicide since childhood. Though I can now control my thoughts about it, the urge remains
Aldeota, Praça do Portugal, Fortaleza, Brazil
At age 13 I snort cocaine
Pin page, Fortaleza, Brazil
At age 14, I identify with Kurt Cobain and adopt his motto Empathy
Montese, Av João Pessoa, Fortaleza, Brazil
At age 18, my parents and I snort cocaine together
Tv Adriano Ribeiro, Lagoa Sapiranga, Brazil
At age 18, I'm a good student and reward myself with dirty parties. I smoke cannabis, drink alcohol and use ecstasy and any other drug that comes my way
Tv Adriano Ribeiro, Lagoa Sapiranga, Brazil
At age 19, my boyfriend and I lead a normal life during the week and party at the weekend with excessive drug use
Fortaleza University, Fortaleza, Brazil
At age 23, I am in the 8th semester of law school and I work as an events promoter
Av Rogaciano Leite, Fortaleza, Brazil
At age 23, I fall in love with a tattoo artist who accepts drugs as payment. We use drugs together for days on end. I hallucinate and see myself in the mirror as the devil
Av Rogaciano Leite, Fortaleza, Brazil
At age 23, my paranoid and jealous boyfriend will not let me leave the house because he wears an electronic ankle bracelet
Hospital, R. Costa Barros, Fortaleza, Brazil
At age 24, I get pregnant and have a miscarriage
Amsterdam Airport, Schiphol, the Netherlands
At age 24, I work as a drug courier and travel to Spain and Amsterdam for the first time, which I continue for the next five years
Hospital, Av Tristão Gonçalves, Fortaleza, Brazil
At age 25, I get pregnant again, I want the baby and my boyfriend is a good father
London Airport, Nelson Road, London, Großbritannien
At age 26, I travel to London carrying 5 kilos of cocaine and do a linguistic exchange
Av Viena Weyne, Fortaleza, Brazil
At age 27, I go to counselling because of my boyfriend's jealousy
Jarun Lake, Zagreb, Croatia
At age 28, I fall in love with a man during a drug transport to Croatia and stay with him for 3 months. I transport drugs to Thailand and go back to Croatia for the summer
Fortaleza, Brazil
At age 29, I console my love sadness with excessive drug use
Mental Health Service, Av Washington Soares, Fortaleza, Brazil
At age 29, I learn my son has autism and he doesn't speak until he's 5 years old
Fortaleza, Brazil
At age 29, I take the drugs I am meant to transport, and use them myself for days on end
Porto Airport, Pedras Rubras, Porto, Portugal
At age 29, I am caught with drugs at Porto airport, I co-operate with the police and I am arrested at the hotel
Rua Gonçalves Zarco, Santa Cruz do Bispo, Portugal
At age 30, I receive a prison sentence of four years and eight months in Portugal
Rua Gonçalves Zarco, Santa Cruz do Bispo, Portugal
At age 30, I suffer discrimination from guards and inmates in prison
Rua Gonçalves Zarco, Santa Cruz do Bispo, Portugal
At age 30, I go through detox, my depression and borderline personality are treated psychiatrically and with medication. I attempt suicide again
Av Zezé Diogo, Vicente Pinzon, Fortaleza, Brazil
At age 31, I feel ready for my freedom
Related spaces
The conceptual architecture of TBDWBAJ is based on the investigation of various social spaces, isolated space, cultural space, public space and virtual space. Each of these rooms describes a phase of the project and takes on a different perspective.