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Amsterdam, Netherlands
I am my mother’s whipping boy, and an unruly, depressed child
Nieuwegein, Netherlands
At age 6, my aunt and uncle wish to adopt me
Schinkelkade, Amsterdam-Zuid, Amsterdam, the Netherlands
At age 7, I am not yet toilet trained
89 Linnaeusstraat, Amsterdam-Oost, Amsterdam, the Netherlands
At age 7, I am raped and beaten at the hospital by the doctor who is treating me
Haarlemmerstraat, Amsterdam-Centrum, Amsterdam, the Netherlands
At age 13, I run away from home for the first time
1124 Amstelveenseweg, Amsterdam-Zuid, Amsterdam, the Netherlands
At age 15, I start drinking alcohol
Amstelveen, the Netherlands
At age 16, my relationship ends, and I try to shoot myself
Stationsplein, Amsterdam-Centrum, Amsterdam, the Netherlands
At age 22, I wander on the streets and go home in order to drink
Stadsplein, Nieuwegein, the Netherlands
At age 29, I marry my beloved
4 Nieuwmarkt, Amsterdam-Centrum, Amsterdam, the Netherlands
At age 37, I wander on the streets, closed off into myself
Zandvoort, the Netherlands
At age 38, I want to drown in the sea
Zeedijk, Amsterdam-Centrum, Amsterdam, the Netherlands
At age 39, I break with my family and my husband
Postjesweg, Amsterdam, the Netherlands
At age 39, I deny my addiction, resist treatment, and escape confinement in anxious-psychotic condition
Eastonstraat, Amsterdam Nieuw-West, Amsterdam, the Netherlands
At age 40, I wander on the streets, depressed, neglected, furious, and ashamed, and drink myself into a stupor
11 Valeriusplein, Amsterdam-Zuid, Amsterdam, the Netherlands
At age 41, I am being kept asleep for a year
9 Meibergdreef, Amsterdam-Zuidoost, Amsterdam, the Netherlands
At age 44, I for the first time stick out psychiatric treatment, am being sent away, and end up wandering on the streets and drinking
195-B Oude Arnhemseweg, Zeist, the Netherlands
At age 47, I live under the protection of a drug rehabilitation program, can for the first time feel myself, and commit myself to a man
24 Professor Bronkhorstlaan, Bilthoven, the Netherlands
At age 47, I am committed to a psychiatric hospital to be treated for depression and grow rigid, motionless, with fear
Zeist, the Netherlands
At age 47, my beloved leaves me
195-B Oude Arnhemseweg, Zeist, the Netherlands
At age 48, I live in gloom, without any defence
Stationsplein, Amsterdam-Centrum, Amsterdam, the Netherlands
At age 48, my demented father, my ally, dies
195-B Oude Arnhemseweg, Zeist, the Netherlands
At age 48, I am declared mentally fit, Addicts Care Services arrange admission to a psychiatric ward, then I'm thrown out without explanation and find myself on the street